How we have risen? Going from being for death to the humility and love for today. It's all we have today.
This moment in time where if we are worrying about the past or thinking about the future, we are losing the present moment. Other than loving myself, it is this knowledge of this moment which sustains my recovery. O how I have changed? I am constantly changing and I'm grateful.
What were you willing to do for chemicals? If you put a 10th of that effort into recovery for today you'll succeed. No longer do I pray for death but pray for the daily and constant change which is inevitable. Rise now a harness the your change.